reponsibility is for everyone to face

the second semester of university life just ended recently.and i gotta say it's a frickin hectic one.i've been all active the last past 5 months.i remember when i entered the first class,when the lecturer asked who's this year's class representative,everyone pointed at me.at first i was really shocked and kinda mad at my classmates.but then i realized,when a group of people appoint you as a leader,that means they trusted you.to care for their requirements and stuff so the learning activity run smoothly..at least that what i thought.never mind what they think.i think i've done a pretty good job.but i would never take that position again.ever!

BMB2Ai.my class

in the same time,i don't know what got up into me,i voluntarily take the position of an event manager to an expo-like event at my campus.a lot of experience i gain,and a lot of dramas between the committee members and of course between the lecturers.that part i can't even describe.make my head hurts.anyways it's a successful event.flaws here and there.but that's common.

the expo

and now i'm focusing on being my class's secretary for the industrial visit project.it's a project obligated for our course to do.it's all independent and not easy.we need to go visit a company abroad.money,travel,place it's all our own to gain and decide.and if you my readers are kind enough to be our sponsor,i'm really glad to.you can contact me via my google account.

that's all responsibilities i wrote up there.whether willingly,or appointed to,it's your duty to do it,and with all your will,make it right.don't run away from responsibilities cause it's hard,embrace it cause it teach you a lot about life.how the world move,how the people react,learn be confident standing in front of a crowd.frankly all that experience really convince me on myself.what i can do and what i can improve.want it or not,you must face your responsibility.you cannot expect yourself to avoid being the group leader and be a great leader for your family.reality is leadership is an important base of life.you need to lead your family sometimes in the future.marriage is what everyone wants,but non really think the responsibilities."you cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today."-Abraham Lincoln 

   

random blubber

wow how long has it been since my last post?a year?maybe.sorry for not blogging.i've been busy with classes and exams;but mainly cause i haven't been bored.but now i am,bored.so lets blogging.

it has already been 4 days since my last paper of the final exam for the first semester,and yeah,i'm done for this semester.gonna have to just wait and pray for the best;my result that is.hope to be a dean list student;oh dear god please dean list be mine!

anyway,it has been a pretty,but not memorable semester.new environment (suburb),new friends (bitch *sorry.love ya anyway) and culture..seriously!i mean,it's not that i'm trying to be dishonest,but i really felt like a hypocrite the whole time.it's not the real me walking around campus.mainly because of the environment that i had to live in.i can't be a crazy doodly me around my classmates,not yet at least;and i don't think not ever with the boys.they are saints.which is good to me;i guess;to rejoice my soul *what?

differ from matriculation college times,i hang out with good for nothing,wrong,wrong in attitudes,and bitches (all of which just figurative speaking *Farid,you're the bitch) but in the university,i hang with pious boys.everytime i enter their room,they will be playing games with the sura playing at the background.and i will get free religious lecture,every night.and honestly,in the deep of my heart,i kinda like it.it makes me feel more calm.no yoga needed.but i guess this activity has ended.they'll be living in a house rental while i'll still be living at the college,next semester.

i just love the nature Perlis offer.the past weeks,Perlis shine bright like a diamond,warm, cozy and nice with wind blows as strong as the tornado.just fell in love.but hate the dialect.

my roommates are two science computer weirdos.a Johorean with no sense of social life;except facebook and twitter;apple product freak;but good-hearted though.and a Kelantanese;i can't understand anything that he speaks.both of which only sleep after the sun shines but they are kind and livable with;one semester only!

my classmates are wonderful.we aren't that really close yet but i have feelings that we will be as close as families sooner or later.just hope those conflicts that arise between some of them can be settle.

i guess that's all for now.my boredom writing.i hope you all readers as bored as i am.thank you