repeated history

it's been almost two weeks since i started my first ever job at a 7-eleven store near my home.the working environment is kinda fun and none stressful.all the staff is really nice and i feel relatively close to them.

long story short,last two days there's this one guy,one of the staff member which one year younger than me cause a havoc within our staff members.he was suppose to work at night shift which he did came.but an hour and a half after that he just walk out the store leaving behind all his stuff and his motorcycle.he did that after his girlfriend which also one of our staff member just went home after the end of the noon shift.and i was also worked at the noon shift that day.but i went home earlier than her.

no obvious reason for his action cause he never contact any of us even the boss.except for his girlfriend of course.and a rumor says that one of the few reason is me.in reference to the rumor,he get jealous of me being close to that girl,which is by the way the same age as him.i'm just being me,a nice person trying to be a decent friend to everyone.maybe he thought differently or maybe he's just an overly control boyfriend.

a similar situation i've encountered during high school but the only different is i never knew the boyfriend.one day,the boyfriend saw me and my friend which is his girlfriend walking together.i've known her since standard one.i consider her as one of my closest friend so,in my point of view,he's just being ridiculous to be jealous of me.and at the of the day,they broke up.what do you think that make me feel?a relationship wrecker?

but for this current situation,the boy and the girl is still a couple.except that i think that the boy will never come back to store cause a recent rumor i've heard is that he already found a job nearby.after all,i think they're gonna get married.a rather interesting story of how they met each other.the boy's mother ask the girl to work at the store cause i think the mother like the girl and would like them to be together.it is supported strongly by an incident occur at the store a couple of days before the boy started this drama which i don't think i should tell.cause it involve the mother.oops

in my opinion,this kind of dude really does not own self-esteem.he's not confident of himself that their relationship gonna last long and he do not trust his girlfriend to be around with other guys.i just think you're a loser.really,i thought we're friends.you are the first person i met and the first friend that i make the first time i set foot inside that store as a worker.this whole situation really upsetting me.a none proud history of mine repeated itself.

just a holy fool

i have problems.everybody have their own problems.but i only care about mine.sometimes i hate.sometimes i love.that is what we call feeling.which some people don't have.we need to let all that hatred,the negative feelings out.cause it is not healthy to keep it to your own and not express it.mad when you hate.cry when you sad.laugh when you're happy.it's human nature.if you keep that negative feelings in,it will only do damage to yourself.that feeling will become a virus that will consume you from the inside.it will act as a dark seed within and it will become a plant that will spread a negative spore and spread to your whole body.and when it does you will explode.

and that is why i think that it is important for everyone to have their own medium to let these expression out.it can be a diary,a best friend and sometimes even the gym.but for me,my medium is tumblr.i express all my feelings there (negative feelings mainly).i think it's okay cause right now,i only have 2 followers.and i do it publicly cause i want that particular person that i'm referring to might someday,somehow read it.

my tumblr :   http://faizhamizan.tumblr.com/

last class day

6 April 2012 marks the end of class for matriculation students all over the country.the following week was the study week..a period for us,students to prepare ourselves for the finals.

my roommates.afiq,shaun and me

we didn't learn a lot that day cause all the students and lectures felt it is best to use that time to look back what we've through together as a community.during lecture,sir Bad decided to give the opportunity to any students who would like give a speech about their experience during their time in kms.volunteer from my class is Mike.i still remember when sir asked him who is his best friend in the lecture hall,Mike pointed out me and Shaun.i felt so touched.thanks Mike..best friends forever ;)

Mike during his little speech

after that we took some photos with our lecture members.i have some pretty darn close friends between my lecture mates.  

with sir Bad,our physics lecture

me and ainil

me and farid

after all that drama,my whole class members decided to skip the last class.miss Zarina was absent that day..like always.together we march towards the administration building to meet all our favorite lecturers and took some pictures together because it is unlikely for us to be able to meet them after that..unless if you meet them during the study week to ask questions..i did

which one's the teacher? have a guess.if you ever find her,she's our biology lecture,miss maya 

with sir yusfi.you know him from the previous post

with our mentor,sir wahidi

with sir kamal

looking at those pictures,remembering all those memories that we've made together make me feel really lucky to have such wonderful friends and teachers.i've no regrets of making the decision to study in kms.

"Don't be dismayed at goodbyes.A farewell is before you can meet again.And meeting again after a moment or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends"-Richard Bach

   

crazy class sport

it all started with a suggestion.and that suggestion comes in action.voila! a stupid yet fun activity my whole class did.and that suggestion is,every class member of SM1K2P1 need to be at the college field at 5.30 pm sharp cause we'll have a little fun together before the end of matriculation.and of course the girls arrived at 6 (if you guys reading this..it's true.don't try to argue)

at first we had nothing in mind what're we gonna play.then le wild suggestion arise from Faiz."let's play turn and run".it's basically a form of running game but we need to turn till dizzy and then run for the finish line.i suck at it.i can't even move from the starting line.it's a haywire to see everyone running like they make they own path on the track.it's a hilarious moment to think back.

that was an epic pile up

 and then we played simon says.we need to do all that stupid act when asked to without question.quite fun

and then comes the real fun.we played the old time favorite chicks and eagle (<---direct translation there).in case you don't know..a person need to be the mother hen to protect it's chicks from the eagle.Thilip is the eagle and a very good job to our mommy Zahra protecting us.

thilip the eagle and zahra the mommy hen :)

and then we played the most tiring game ever! ice and water.two person,which is Yun shi and Afiq is the ice while the rest of us the water,scattered around,running away from being catch by them and turned into an ice.in order to save our fallen water..other water need to touch them to err..melt them? we are like a bunch of little kid screaming and running on the track like nobody business.

run baby run

shaun's about to get iced

ainnur

the ices.yun shi and afiq

note this.we did this on the track in the evening while other people watch us go nuts.it's crazy! where did our dignity go? it is an evening full of fun and joy notwithstanding.we felt like siblings 

LOTS OF LOVE SM1K2P1

  

kms 24/7

one day my friend,Mike ask me to join his group to participate in the funny video challenge organized by the science computer's unit.so i said yes.we actually did the video and it turns out to be real funny.we should have won the award but we didn't.why? cause the video got banned.there's a part of it that is a bit offensive apparently..and staring me.

the video is about a life of a typical kms (selangor matriculation college) student.if none of any of the situation you have not gone through..you are not a true kms-ian.enjoy the vid :)

  

jump

so like any other days..me and a few of my friends will go the field and play some sport in the evening.we played soft ball,tennis, squash or even just shoot some hoops.but this time,after we had our tiring sport..we decided to take some pictures.and it turn out to be real nice.just thought to share it with you guys my lovely readers :)

najwa,ain,me and suhaila

me and awi

that's fiqrie and me

happy place

maybe some of my friends realize this..but,dancing is my passion.that's why i chose to be in the fitness club.i actually dance a lot.immaturely of course.whenever i'm bored,i just dance.and sometimes i dance cause i just want to.sometimes i got caught dancing alone in my room at the college by my roommate Shaun..and sometimes Afiq..but 'blur' written all over his face.he's like 'my roommate is spinning around the room and then suddenly stop when i come in..that is absolutely normal' (figuratively speaking of course) or perhaps he's just don't care.

but Shaun know it's true..and sometimes we even dance together in the room.such sweet memories.and..(i'm gonna embarrass myself) i know all the dance steps from Lady Gaga's songs.am i gonna regret telling this?maybe.i learnt it from a youtuber,danceislife9

but you've got to admit that dancing is so much fun.the easiest way to let out your stress and have fun.but i'm sure every one have their own way to de-stress yourselves.some of you might draw or go for a jog and anything.i think it is important to know the activity that makes you happy,that you know you're in a happy place when you do it.cause when you do,all that trouble around you will fall into the right places cause your mind is at ease and you can decide what's best clearly.  

and sometimes,i blow bubbles :)

or take a picture

or sleep

or listen to songs